Weeeew.
It's been a while since I posted here.In my.. uh, "Diary". Since this blog is pretty much public, I decided not to make this a diary anymore. There would be things I'd like to keep to myself, right? I can share personal and private matters on the Net but only if I do it Anon. :)
Haha. Chicken, right? But realistic ^___^ ahahha.
Anyway... I just wanted to share some sentiments about my new life. *whew* Really, I still can't believe I'm in college now. I mean, wow. I feel so free and independent. And I guess excited to become more mature. But, being..or trying to mature is hard. Woooh I keep italicizing words :) XDD
It's a bit hard to break some (immature) habits like staying up late, procrastinating, talking trash, doing unladylike things (like maybe LOLing in public), et cetera, et cetera... *sigh*
Sometimes I wish I could go back to being a kid again but that is a no-no for Being A Better, More Mature Person. Ahhhhy.
Right now, I am so natataranta because of tambak na schoolwork (projects, assignments, etc)
I guess our instructors mistook us for robots.
I really miss my mom. All the damn time :( And also my relatives in Kalinga. And my friends and schoolmates... *sigh* And not to mention my TFBC family :)) I really do consider them family. ^_^
In college, I've learned that you really do need to budget and balance EVERYTHING. Money, time, energy, etc. The vegs here in Baguio cost a lot :( I thought it would cost a lot less compared to my hometown but now I know better. Boardinghouse Life is.. well, I should say.. Okay. For someone like me who spent most of her home life alone (I mean, there are adults but it's still different when you have peers around you or people near your age... Getsch? I'm an only child kasi), I was pretty much unruffled and annoyed living with other people (near my age... we're ten all in all at the first floor of the B.house). But as time went by I got used to it. :) So used to it, in fact, that I've discovered it was better living with other people (near my age) and it's a lot like having brothers and sisters. :)
*deep breath*
Time check: It's 14 minutes past the hour of 8.
I gotta bounce na pala. It's getting dark and I have to go home before nine (I'm in a Net cafe near our B.house). And I still gotta encode compositions for my proj. Last submission is tomorrow. Urgh!
Byiee. Toodles c(:
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